"Hole"
Hole is a song that I wrote in the summer of 2022. Shortly after me, matti, and nardo recorded it, I left abruptly to go back home leaving this song unfinished. This project is a journal entry about the awareness of self-sabotaging between two individuals.
Your avoidance really flatters me
I’ll dig a hole, I’ll dig a hole, I’ll dig a hole
Your avoidance really fucks with me
I’m getting old, It’s getting old, I’ll dig a hole
Your avoidance was my last years dream
I’m getting old, Don’t like the cold, I’ll dig a hole
Your avoidance isn’t what it seems
It’s getting old, You’ll dig a hole, You’ll dig a hole
You’ll dig it, You’ll dig it, You’ll dig it, You’ll dig it
You dig it deep, I’ll dig it deeper
Make it muddy, Make me weaker
Make it clean, I’ll make it sweeter
Make it fun, Don’t make it bitter
You dig it deep, I’ll dig it deeper
Make it muddy, Make me weaker
Make it clean, I’ll make it sweeter
Make it fun, Don’t make it bitter
It’s digging without heads again
It’s digging without heads again
Its whining in a stranger’ head
Im whining in a stranger’s bed
It’s digging without heads again
It’s digging without an end
Its whining in a stranger’s head
Im whining in a stranger’s bed
When you say words so bluntly
I dig a hole, I dig a hole, I dig a hole
When seeing you turned monthly
It got cold, I’ll dig a hole, I’ll dig a hole
When jokes become less funny
It got cold, It got old, I’ll dig a hole
Did your thoughts on me turn crummy
You dug a hole, It got cold, You dug a hole
You’ll dig it, You’ll dig it, You’ll dig it
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You dig it deep, I’ll dig it deeper
Make it muddy, Make me weaker
Make it clean, I’ll make it sweeter
Make it fun, Don’t make it bitter
You dig it deep, I’ll dig it deeper
Make it muddy, Make me weaker
Make it clean, I’ll make it sweeter
Make it fun, Don’t make it bitter
It’s digging without heads again
It’s digging without heads again
Its whining in a stranger’ head
Im whining in a stranger’s bed
It’s digging without heads again
It’s digging without an end
Its whining in a stranger’s head
Im whining in a stranger’s bed
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Headless thoughts without an end
I swear I want you as my friend
I wish that I could comprehend boundaries
But I rlly tend to fuck it up and fuck it over
I tried so hard to win you over
Are you scared you're gonna fall
Until the end I’ll fuck it all up until it’s all enough
Up until I start to bluff
Everything will come undone
So much for just having fun
Mess me up and turn me over
Pick me like an autumn clover
Did you make a wish last night
When there’s no wrong, there is no right
You’re not the type to long a fight
Is that true, am I right
You seem like you're kind of there
You seem like you kind of wear
A cool all on your fuckin face
I know you like the way I taste